i never thought this day would come. haha.

i hate math.


i really do.


i hate myself too.


if i werent so dumb, i wouldnt hate math.


i hate my body too. it has this mind of its own. yesterday i was going to my room and my mind was left right left right okay go through that gap there but i have no idea why my body just wont listen and instead i banged into the wall beside the door. please. so then since my family was still able to see me i pretended that it didnt hurt at all and actually i was doing it on purpose to strengthen my bones and walked into my room and lied down and held my hip where it banged into the wall and lay there for 15 minutes.

sigh ok. so at dinner i found out that my belly button is actually where my umbilical cord came out of. haha. im slow. i cant imagine the umbilical cord coming out of the vagina though and like how does it go back? haha nvmm.

was sposed to go out today with the others but it was raining so sad.

lala.

oh yesterday i read this really really really good article. you know the singapore isnt boring, we are! it is so good ok. im going to go photocopy a thousand copies and go around singapore and paste it everywhere i see an empty space. in fact, i think i'll paste it into the people's faces too. it is so good. really. and so...hit the markish. one thing he said really impacted me too cos i always thought that but never actually said it cos no one else did, that singaproe isnt as clean as we like to think it is which is so true. i mean just walk around the streets and open your eyes seriously. clean and green? i dont think so. we dont even have much green since everybody is cutting it down and as for clean? even the geog book says we're working to become a high-tech global centre for industries and when all that sulphur dioxide carbon monoxide oxides of nitrogen amd carbon dioxide comes out the sea is going to rise and we are going to be burnt and crisp and so much for the cleanliness. not that i have anything against singapore. singapore is fine and most of the people are really nice but its just some adults.


what i really feel like doing now is feeding adele to the crocodiles.